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Some Topless Equality Photos Example (which show you from other perspective that it Possible)

Male admire female upper form is not objectification- just like female admire hot Korean topless actor, Female who body confidence to topless is not “slut”- just like when men topless all the time, it possible, look at this example evidence, even the 1 who you think fucking ludicrous to happen like big size breast is actually fucking possible – you who never live in topless equality place so by default easily perceived big size breast as “very offensive”. This is real equality: male & female seeing each other opposite sexes upper part in non sexual context at public equally is equal (how come only men derided as “sexist who objectified female”? you sex negative hypocrite feminist- like female never admire & photos shirtless guy).

Sex negative feminist try to mock this truth idea, so I repeat it again: THE MORE IT HIDDEN THE MORE IT CAPTIVATING, actually no significant different between us, if guy live at some Europe place where topless equality is normalize- yes guy can still attracted but it called admire, different from “obsessed crazily” since never see it like Mid east guy! Same if toplessness of male are make very strict-taboo all the time, when it reveal some female will probably more attracted curious to see/ scandalize, just like at 1930s (if I’m not wrong) were at U.s guy must covered his nip at beach, then 1 men show his nip at beach, and female curious to see the situation (maybe she couldn’t erect but they still show sign of curiosity, get it?).

Also some “macho” guy, and sex negative feminism so obsessed with ‘female modesty only that need to be protected’ til they scared when some guy wear “male bra” at football legal sport, Lol. They should know that it tech use to measure fitness level, but even if it just male bra, come on why should act like really difficult to accept male who want to – by himself – choose to cover his nip? “Oh here are the danger bla bla bla, so men must proudly show his nip to female” said sex negative feminist (then I imagine if reverse “Oh mind your own business, you mean try to lecture me on feminism? You are male! I’ll tell other girl to covered”…. hypocrisy).

Other thing is when it is an Asian martial art legal sport competition somehow we all perceived “offensive for female to wear (even just) a bit revealing custom (seen by male eyes)- she must very modest “Omg we record the competition for tv you know!? how if (just) cleavage of girl seen by men!? objectification, crime” (when female eyes bystander audience alone even very free to see ‘men wear sexy underwear’ only at sumo legal sport + feel free to laugh at male sumo wardrobe malfunction which do happen- off course they care wardrobe malfunction only if happen to women, right Asia mentality??), yet in my confusion then I saw West mma sport, and that perception of ‘equal dresscode is impossible, must apply gender role’ mentality suddenly just gone, we can see from different – open minded, equal – perspective: mma female fighter for example wear 2 piece sport clothes (& men wear modest enough bottom part too, so more balance, not too contrast like unfair sumo custom who only dare to ‘objectified’ men), so it possible for dresscode equality, it sport science (Europe science always better than Asia culture pseudoscience), no big deal, men able to know the context, women not “slut” for wearing that (again if audience can see West mma were the female & the male wear more balancing dress code, nothing wrong with that, so how come Asian feminist only think “Only female get objectified by male *since not as modest as what she want*”?).

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‘Female form seen by male’ is always perceived impossible/ offensive (than if the sexes were reverse), until it truly be done (i.e Europe)

Have you ever heard something sound like “Female topless? You’re crazy! Female upper part is different, I can’t imagine if the big breast pop up at public, I’m really mad!”

So when male upper part vs female upper part, they compared it size…(even though there’s female with flat chest, and male with big nip…

…it’s funny since if we talk about human bottom part: male genital are far bigger than female genital (Vagina- small) but never hear people said “Omg, male genital can erect you know? It’s more offensive if penis at public than vagina”, mainstream even don’t care if there’s an erect male genital (penis) at public (while – small – vagina not shown). So if they don’t bother the comparison size of genital, why they do compare between male chest & female chest?

…Okay back to the excused from the mainstream, When I once support topless equality in Asia here, when sex negative modesty feminism  argue like that, I once confused, I thought “Yeah it seem impossible.. it seem offensive”, then I see Europe (yes, not all Europe suddenly show topless female at public- but Europe do different they have more place i.e beach or festival were female topless at public in non sexual context (equally with male), and even if the breast are big in shape it normal, no big deal, and possible), so in Europe we can see it as ‘make senses’ (especially now many body confidence female raise awareness on topless equality too by exercising topless at public garden, topless experiment at day street etc- with no big deal happen, guy able to know the context, and make it more normalize), while if we in “Asian/southasia atmosphere” it seem fucking offensive/ impossible/ we can’t think it without big deal happening in here.

…But difficult to explain to Asia/ southasia people since even just hear ‘freethenipple’ word most of them already loose their mind..

…Now Asia people still can understand female in bikini at pool is fucking possible/ no offensive at all, bring ‘bikini’ word to middle east atmosphere, and Mideast people will get mad just like when Asian get mad over ‘topless’ word (but we know bikini can exist at Asia, and Topless equality can exist at part of Europe), so the same to breast if normalize in Asia society – people can just accept it just like bikini…(but off course I know to change culture it take progress which can have a risk at beginning)…but still show equality is possible to be achieve.

The same apply on movie censorship in my place, it’s always male nudity that more be ‘objectified’ with no censor at movie theater, they said “We are different”..it confused me for a while (I still know it unfair if ‘objectified male semi nudity only more frontally’ but) I doubt can movie legally show male nip vs female nip fairly, male buttcrack vs female buttcrack equally? The answer is yes! See Korean adult legal movie (a story which have sex scene on it) they do only censored genital equally (not like other who only dare to objectified penis while protect vagina modesty), they show female nip & male nip + female buttcrack vs male buttcrack fairly (not like other who only objectified male buttcrack & male nip at movie), after see that korean movie i realize ‘equality in anatomy’ fucking possible (why I think it impossible- till I watch that korean 18+ movie).

It’s a religious bigot & sex negative feminism who try to play ‘impossible’ mindset, and they depend on “look at our culture, if can- it already happen in the past” this excused… even in the past- my culture have female semi nudity in non sexual context at public too actually, very normal at that time… till they (sex negative feminism, prudish tourist, religious government) who are the one who forced it to be banned (till it seem very taboo now, and we must be like “here we go again explaining it possible”)…

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Korea show cunnilingus by guy scene too (not like other who by pc cult only dare to show blowjob scene aka ‘always only dare to show male anatomy get objectified by female senses’ scene).

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Korean adult movie show female nip equally (not always objectified male nip like other does)

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Show that it fact female can have sexual feeling too on men bodies (opposite from sex negative feminist claim)

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Korean adult movie is the fairest, have scene were handsome male strip undie/ pants of female too (not like other who by pc cult only dare to show scene were ‘only guy are humiliated get strip down by female’). They even show what true anatomy equality is by censored only genital fairly (so people understand penis= Vagina)

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“Sumo costum is impossible to be equal, they said” well a German legal sport festival were female & male topless + bottom on equally at public they never said…

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Propaganda of sex negative feminist, and religious bigot make anatomy comparison more unfair, and contrast

I just want to tell about sexist situation that seem nonsense/ peculiar but it happen, in past in this society –  were I live in – when I was younger, it’s normal for a girl wear two piece of swimsuit (modest/ not) at swimming pool (remember: men are also wear underwear/ boxer seen by a female at pool, so stop play victim card hypocrite sex negative feminism), so bare in mind that it’s very normal at pool for men & women to see their opposite sexes wear suit in non sexual context at pool (no big deal). Other thing in past is it’s normal if cleavage seen/ show at tv (remember: men are also topless at tv very often, so you can’t play victim sex negative feminism – I know as advocate of topless equality for me ‘topless female= topless male’, but for the sake of mainstream people who don’t understand topless equality, so let assump “bra top= topless guy”- for this sake of article only), so bare in mind for audience to see topless male and cleavage (/ bra top) is perfectly normal- nobody take it seriously, no actress nor actor nor audience take it seriously (nonsense to angry over shirtless guy or cleavage, right?).

Now time flies, and now you’ll notice the change in our society: (only) female who even wear full clothed suit even if already at pool (while the guy wear short as usual), now (only) female who will be censored strictly if at tv even (just) over a cleavage- clothed female, and yes now people will perceived this as “normal”, and claim this as “our real culture, stupid!” especially our newest generation. So now ‘female see male shirtless wear boxer at pool or tv’= “okay”, yet if reverse ‘a guy see female wear 2 piece swimsuit even if already at pool’= “Omg, so you make this article to objectified female? I’m disgust with pervert like you, I will protect my female modesty!”- something like this (playing victim) by our new generation. Conclusion ‘it’s only sexist if men see it’ cult, and ‘objectification only bad if happen to female’ mentality.

There’s other worse case, once I complain why only male full buttcrack can be ‘objectified’ at 13+ rating movie here (when the reverse even if already at 21+ movie- female buttcrack will be cut/ censored strictly)? No respond from authority (several time I speak.. tired to give so much effort with negative respond from authority & mainstream), yet when a religious (hejabi) feminist complain over local youtube advert about a (Clothed) girl band (who still wear double layer + covered top & bottom) who this hejabi somehow perceived as “naked”, guess what? The authority fucking respond, they check it whether the complain is right (probably we hope the authority then laugh at this right? But no) they give  an official warning to the organizer who make the advert, or other new worse case thing here: management of local “disney” here can covered just a topless female mermaid statue, again statue.. while at our local tv channel sometime show more frontal/ vulgar M-a-l-e nudity/ semi nudity with nobody angry, contrast right?

This happen because – my biggest speculation – a religious bigot, and a sex negative ‘hypocrite’ feminist propaganda which get responded by an elite of tv (for applying “it only sexist if men see it” cult, or “objectification only bad if happen to female” mentality). In past people of that generation can fully understand that 2 piece of swimsuit= male wear short, now if you ask new generation, they will accussed us as “digusting pervert”, and start play “objectification” victim card (as sex negative feminine feminist teach/ propaganda). Difficult to make a change religious bigot & sex negative feminist already win this brainwashing.

I forgot that this not only give unfairness to male, but to female too! A body confidence girl will easily be shame as “whores” for choosing to be different from religious modesty obsessed female. She will get peer pressure from her surrounding.

I must be honest most female here are sex negative feminist that have mentality like “yeay, female win we can see male shirtless at public while guy couldn’t even see us with bra top at pool, haha”- hypocrite selfish thinking like that. Okay they (sex negative feminine hypocrite feminist) will give excused like “female must more covered because men can rape & harass, while no men harass/ rape victim at all!” (then think she win by this), my answer is: yes, most rape/ harass happen to female- although many enough male victim of rape/ harass too (even by female predator) which unfortunately people don’t give a fuck, but it fallacy to mix this up.. you see- Europe never listen this kind of ‘modesty hypocrite obsessed girl’, and thanks to Europe they make us realize that ‘men will not rape just because female wear bikini at pool’, or female wear bikini at pool is normal, imagine if we listen to this bast*rd sex negative feminism and become like Mideast- we’ll never realize that society such as Europe can exist.

Once a female angry to me “Just because female see topless men at public doesn’t mean female objectified you, get it!!!!” now if she said that ‘female see male shirtless doesn’t mean objectification’ the same can be apply to the reverse, it goes both way! A guy see female in bikini at pool is not objectification too (worse at same time that girl try to convince me that ‘male see female cleavage even at pool, even if the guy not think dirty is still “degraded women” such a hypocrite), okay maybe you will reply “But female get rape or harass, you understand, while women never rape nor harass a male” (I already answer on above paragraph) but my other reply is: how about a guy who don’t harass, nor rape but happen at pool & see female in bikini???

“O how if your daughter wear bikini seen by other guy, huh!? Checkmate! Hahaha” First bikini is normal at pool, secondly: a mother also never care his son wear short, or even naked seen by female bystander eyes at public for ‘male (objectification) only naked fest’ (evidence is cfnm fest at some Asia country like one of them is male naked fan dance in Japan, or holy bath Gangga river India), so you’re the 1 who get checkmate for your hypocrisy, until mom & daughter care their father, brother, and her son modesty first.

I forgot to said that I’m from Asia, and from what I know Europe is far more fair in this body equality issues, so Europe you should protect your beautiful equal culture from Asian mentality, okay!? Share!

I know difficult to have a change, this argument is my coping of my frustration, but I believe even if slow thing can change better to be more equal, so help me to share this!

Next article is about why me support topless equality, and the prejudice stereotype that pop up since I’m a male.

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Girl Just changing upper part shirt= Outrage, yet Guy Even changing bottom part jeans= normal day, Hypocrisy by Asia feminine feminist & Religious society.

So Asian Religious society ( + Feminine feminist domination) is making double standard dresscode more contrast everywhere they go. Once I playing futsal with my religious friend, then some of them started changing jeans at public, and I ask myself this is a country (& more over my friend is from religious background) who often whining telling a – clothed – female to be more modest even over just a cleavage/ leg, which mean society will more outrage if female changing upper part shirt leaving bikini top only right? yet the guy can even exposed his bottom part underwear (Bottom part > upper part). When I ask the cliche reply is “we still not naked”- true but female changing shirt is still more modest than you changing bottom part jeans but somehow a female who change upper part shirt publicly is count as “inappropriate” even if she’s not naked. Second cliche he gave “This is all male”- err no many female too. I’m not here telling to be modest or immodest, I just point out doublestandard that create by religious bigot + feminine hypocrite feminist, I want euality like at Europe/ Latin- anatomy equality dresscode at public, not like Asia.  Share my message.

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Hejab or Burqa = More Fanatic Form of Sex Negative Feminist

I know this topic is scandalizes as it sound, and probably my pro free the nipple friend upset why I wrote like this (because I know somehow even if you support free the nipple, you support muslim at the same time). I want to point out from male perspective how hejab is unfair to men too, give you insight why half population still believe it’s “womenrights”, and why this is not about banning rights to wear. I know it unfair to women side too-which I often hear from sex positive feminist, and I’m not denying- that just want to add from other perspective. So please let me talk openly in here. I just want to be myself, and speak what I thought important (and since this topic is not mainstream, I’m PROUD to be the first who point out this).

Before start I understand also about how men-who-pro-hijab-mentality act, this men forced women what to wear-I get it, and also they “help” to create culture that unfair to men too actually.

Do you ever wonder why even after Westerner Atheist point out why “Muslim holy book” is not compatible for women rights, it’s look like the argument didn’t affect them? there’s still numerous of women come to Islam (beside their born there)? why is it there’s even many women claim it’s for women rights? I will not said my background but I know very well what ladies-pro-hijab mentality look like. So by just saying “women must covered is misogyny”, is not enough (maybe only Westerner that get it but not hejab girl (hejabi) itself). you must understand how hijab girl perceived (I’m not said I know everything but pretty sure this speculation is mostly true-I have observed it for long time).

It is because pro hejab girl, or muslim women itself have a mentality of sex-negative-feminist. Basically think female bodies have more “dignity” than male bodies, dislike men can see women bodies at public-perceived it degrading (more worse every skin of female bodies want to be considered “inappropriate” if men see it), yet at the same time dislike if she get the equal reverse situation treatment (dislike if women prohibited seeing male bodies at public or if it count as inappropriate). So “Muslim holy book” is very compatible with them (even in Quran the double standard dresscode is more contrast) so they see this as an advantage for women. They more think it’s “good” since the double standard ideology is easy to considered normal in the name of religion- like in Middle East society (they like this), and this is religion so it will make people afraid to questioned it, and also the cumpolsary in Islam to spread their believe (syari’a) include this unfair dresscode rule (which make more easy to spread this hejabi believe) this explain why this typical women view this as “womensrights”. In addition this mentality is brought to sex also where usually most of the time it’s male bodies more exploited while female one more less exploited like: the hijabi can have their sex fantasy exploiting male anatomy until the maximum one (blowjob brutal cum fantasy-tasting with mouth) while the men (lesser exploiting her) even just touching her still lesser than when this hijabi taste him + often she full clothes (Hijab / Burqa) after hijabi get her fantasy of exploiting men while her “dignity” is “protected”, mainstream still said they “sacrifice” for men (what a Bullshit) but hejabi like it. and in their sex culture mostly status quo like this. They love this “dignity win” concept & they think they-female Win, that’s the reason they try to spread their believe to create ‘Its only objectification/ sexism if Men see/ touch it’ culture because they think all women win if like that- Like sex-negative-feminist but the more hardcore one. This is the only one that they really concerned that’s the reason they don’t care about 9 years old girl married, don’t care of honor killing for women, don’t care when women must sit behind men, don’t care when other women get acid in her face, don’t care four wives, and don’t care female genital mutilation (banned male genital mutilation too by the way) etc.

I disagree when this hardcore muslimah (female) try to forced their rule, and believe to everybody- especially when it’s about: men seeing female hair or leg at public is considered “porn”, “objectification”, & “degrade” women, even if it just at public beach (not even her husband can see it), while women okay to see men with underwear at beach (even if it not her husband), this is not a great equality I think. They tend & bold to complaining even for smallest little thing to public mainstream like demanding women who already full clothes to wear more wider clothes because they hate that men can still see women curved (yet silence when in same society men peeing uncovered at public-which is more worse). After this so called “good muslimah girl” watching Magic Mike at movie (looking at hot shirtless men) they come out to complain about “how only women are objectified, and degraded”, again mainstream just easily listen to them because of what’s called political correctness especially in the name of religion + sex negative feminist…

Yup, I know there’s sex positive women who think that if women must covered at public, and never get oral pleasure is unfair too-I understand that. I wrote this specifically to pro hejab girl, and sex negative feminist … believe me this kind of people will easily understand when I wrote like this, maybe Europe people difficult to get it since by default they never experience this + already open to nudity (so couldn’t see from this perception).

Last, I understand that their “holy book” have unfairness towards female side too which already speak often, and often again, I not denying that but nether less I want people to understand from my point of view too-that unfairness happen to both sexes in Quran, and I point out how it unfair from men perspective especially from my personal view. I support women’s rights what to wear or not to wear at public (what I mentioned is the double standard apply by mainstream which create unfairness in most middle east), and ideology of ‘unfair dresscode were everybody must submit’ is different from female rights to wear, please differentiate that. I didn’t want to against Muslim or something like that- this just point out the reason what I disagree on Mid-East culture, and it’s my rights to exercise my freedom of speech.

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Sexist Toilet

You know i’m sick of my society because of their sexism acceptance, and one of them is about toilet

In my society like a mall you will find some of them put janitor room (cleaning room) in male toilet but that’s not problem, the problem is a female cleaning service can enter the men’s bathroom for cleaning purpose cause the janitor room’s inside male bathroom. If this female cleaning service enter male’s toilet during closed is still okay but this women (if they wish) can also enter when it still open where men are peeing and tolerated by my society, this PISS ME OFF. I don’t say this happen to all toilet but I have experience this several times like it’s okey for this women cleaner to enter male bathroom.

I remember when a feminist outrage on television about men disrespect women if that men enter female’s toilet and as usual society agree with that but WHY when the situation reverse female entered male’s bathroom is likely to be tolerated?

Most people on my society always agree that men who enter ladies toilet are perveted or sex offender no excuse for that but in reverse situation female that enter men’s toilet ?huh they always have an excuse for that women to enter. This double standard make me sick.

Well i don’t really know if there’s also janitor room on ladies toilet but assuming that men cleaner can also enter ladies toilet because there’s a janitor room what will he see? This

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And in reverse situation if women entered male’s toilet what will She saw? this

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Get It? Male’s bathroom have an urinal place means it have bigger chance to see “bird” if that female cleaner enter male toilet than vice versa.

And the worse is i also saw at some placed like cafee they put the urinal placed openly on corner, at first i thought “is this is real?” but fucking shit that was real because that mothefucker (whoever the fuck that made this) think this is cool if men piss openly and can be seen by women around there (because women never wrong and always innocent so it’s always okey) like all men species must learn to bravely exposed their body to women PUBLICLY! THIS is INJUSTICE, THIS is SEXISM towards MEN!!!! And I REFUSES to COMPLY!!!!!

Look, If this KIND of sexism happens towards women it’s easy to protest look train or bus for women only.

But if that sexism favor a women like in this case no matter how hard i explain i will be derided as sexist, people around me will say “oh that’s a small case why you get angry?” reverse the situation and they will think that’s a big issues….Funny.

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An Ex-muslim woman for FEMEN

I do not own this article, this is from Esha Athena a women who are oppressed by islamic system and in name of freedom of speech i will share this

My mother and father are both active participants and activists in and for the Islamic community. Me – oh me? I am a godless secular humanist atheist. Unfortunately, I am still in the closet for the sake of my life.

I am so sick and tired of pretending to care about & follow Islam.

I am so sick of wearing that stupid hijab on my head. (I asked if I could substitute it for a shawl, only to be called a whore in return.)

I am so sick and tired of being asked to memorize the quran.

I am so sick and tired of NOT being able to express my thoughts.

I am so sick and tired of hearing their racist, sexist, homophobic, bigoted and factually wrong stances.

I am so sick and tired of their learning and spreading of WRONG facts to promote Islam (Neil Armstrong became a Muslim after hearing the Adhaan from Space? LOL!)

I am so sick and tired of their mental, physical, emotional and psychological abuse towards me.

I AM SO SICK AND TIRED OF THEIR FUNDAMENTALISM.

Too bad, I am still financially dependent on them… When I look at my other atheist and humanists friends, they are enjoying their lives to the fullest. They can partake in those atheist events and campaigns. Most of my ex-Muslim friends do not come from fanatical Muslim families like I do. They do not have to wear the hijab OR be forced to go to madrasahs to learn. So it is easier for them to hide their apostasy and express themselves. They can wear whatever they want, go wherever they want, say whatever they want, do whatever they want. Me?

“As long as you are living under our feet, you will do our bidding.” – My parents.

I am living in prison.

My mom beat me in public when she found out I wrote a love poem. She thought I had lost my virginity. Truth is: I have never dated anyone in my life. She warned me that she will not hesitate to skin me alive if I ever do lose my virginity before marriage. I believe that this is the very same mindset that contributes to the culture of honor killings. For these people, it is what the community says and thinks of them that matter, not the welfare of their children.

I have spoken in favor of LGBTQIA rights before, particularly transgender’s rights when they decided to spew transphobic sentiments on me. That was the last time I ever spoke about such things because they threatened to stop my education as it was imparting ‘disgusting and immoral’ values in me. They made many vile remarks about the LGBTQIA community that I do not wish to mention them.

Once, I questioned Islam and its philosophy too much my parents told me that I am to quit school because the ‘secular’ education is corrupting me. They threatened me and said that they would enroll me in a religious school so I could earn a degree in Islamic theology, then they would ship me back to my home country and marry me off to some weird religious fanatic dude and that he would take care of me. But I begged and cried. They eventually came around and ‘forgave’ me. I never questioned Islam in front of them ever since.

Everyday – EVERY FREAKING DAY – I am told how a girl should NOT be liberal; “Being conservative is the best. Old is gold.” Same old shit. I am not allowed out of the house except to go to school or to follow my parents somewhere. They would quote me the Qur’an to justify their bigotry. This is happening in a first world country! There is no escaping this. My aunt told me that the more a girl stays at home, the purer she is. My father told me that if a woman can’t do house work, doesn’t get married and has no kids, she is useless and that her existence is absolutely unnecessary. I didn’t know that the female gentalia is required to do housework.

My parents have openly declared that Islam’s misogyny is justified because women ARE second class citizens. The main reason? “Women are not as strong as or as smart as men.” Excuse me? I didn’t know that every country elects its leaders based on physical fitness test. I didn’t know a person’s worth and rights are determined by his/her physical strength. And what about women like Hillary Clinton, Fawzia Koofi, Malala Yousufzai, Ada Lovelace, Hedy Lamarr, Grace Hopper, Marie Curie, Hypatia of Alexandria, Frida Kahlo, Judith Butler, Chandra Mohanty and Bernadette Devlin? These women revolutionized the world too!

I asked my parents once if I can wear the shawl in place of a hijab or not wear it at all. They responded by saying that I have to choose between the wearing the hijab or dropping out from school. I am forced to pray five times a day and fast during Ramadan. Worst of all, I have to do Islamic worksheets and memorize the Qur’an. But I became an atheist BECAUSE I am a feminist. When I first read the English translation of the Qur’an, I couldn’t help but feel depressed on the way it is filled with misogyny, sexism, homophobia, racism and bigotry. There was absolutely no use of circumventing the translations of the various Qur’anic and Hadith texts as I understood the Arabic meaning itself. That is the first reason why I left Islam. It later dawned upon me that the science and philosophy Islam taught was also stupid.

Do you know what will happen if they find out about the real me, my aspirations, my ideas, my thoughts?
1) Stop my education
2) Marry me off!

I really, really yearn to just say I am an atheist loud and proud. That’s all. To just wear what I want to wear. To say what I am dying to say. That is out of the question of course – they would slut shame me whenever I wear make-up, or wear ‘tight clothing’, or talk to boys. “Which boy are you serving tonight?” they would ask. For goodness’ sake! I don’t live, eat, dress or exist for men! I want to look good and boost my confidence. I want to take control of my life without getting threats or insults from them. I wanted to date someone but stopped because of my family. I have wanted to do so many things but I am stopped by my family. Just because I am a GIRL, I must be protected, I must be conservative, I must be silent and unheard. I feel that human beings are the only species that raise their daughters deliberately weak and reliant on their male counterparts, whereas the other living beings raise their offspring, regardless of their biological sex, to be as resilient as possible to ensure that they are among the survival of the fittest.

Where was #MuslimahPride when Muslim women like Malala Yousufzai were silenced and oppressed? Why won’t they talk about these daunting realities? Years ago, I would have sided with #MuslimahPride but today, my mind is free and I am no longer suffering from Stockholm Syndrome like they are. I am more aware than them, more cognizant of realities than they are.

Yet, we have #MuslimahPride who claim to speak for women like me. In one of their open letters, they claimed that FEMEN is full of white supremacist liberal feminist. The last time I checked, I am a woman of colour. No, #MuslimahPride do not represent me and do not speak for me. The more I analyze their politics, the more illogical and contradictory their rhetoric seems. They make over-generalizations and sweeping statements. There are many women like me, Amina Tyler, Aliaa Magda Elmahdy, Maryam Namazie, Taslima Nasrin and Ayaan Ali Hirsi who have broken the shackles of Islam and are claiming back our liberty and human rights. Do not ever try to silence us because there are many more Muslim women who are trapped in the system and want to speak up but cannot. Matters like reading a book, surfing a website, or choosing not to wear a hijab can be a matter of life or death in many Muslim majority countries. People are detained, tortured and killed for simply trying to live 21st century lives. Giordano Bruno was burned at the stake for heresy. People TODAY continue to be put to death for blasphemy. #MuslimahPride, how do you have the heart to ignore these tragedies that are happening in front of our very eyes and claim to speak for women like us?

Nudity is not oppression. Nudity is an expression – expression of freedom! Nudity is a metaphor for emancipation from the social constructs and freedom from the imposed limits of thought and performance. This is beautifully encapsulated in a quote of Mona Eltahawy: “When a woman is the sum total of her headscarf and hymen – that is, what’s on her head and what is between her legs – then nakedness and sex become weapons of political resistance.” Human beings must be the only living things that are ashamed of their own bodies. One who finds nudity offensive has a poor grasp of art, history and culture.

#MuslimahPride is an insult to women like me who are oppressed by Islam itself. Their ‘activism’ is alarmingly similar to Jewish Nazi apologia or that of the Anti-suffragists women of the 1910s who would had a belief that women had the right to complete freedom within the home and would say, ‘its our choice not to vote.’ This is pure Stockholm Syndrome and sheer ignorance on their part.

Sure, you might have had the ‘freedom’ to choose to don the hijab, like I did, but I do not have the very same freedom to choose to take it off without being slut-shamed or threatened. Are my experiences unwarranted? Why the hypocrisy and double standards?

I swear once I am free, I will give all I can to stand up against these stupid ideologies. No matter what they put me through, I will not be destroyed. I am not your typical daughter who will conform to your bigoted traditions. No body has the rights to take my liberty from me. I am godless but I am not voiceless. I will rise! I will fight! Fuck this – I will start NOW!

Esha Athena
Ex-Muslim. Godless. Secular Humanist. Atheist. Feminist. Sex Positive. Egalitarian. Saganist. Tysonist.
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My Short Conclusion about Muslim Porn

From my experience watching all kind of porn , especially observing Muslim hijab porn i come to conclusion about this type of porn. This is not racist nor other kind of that but this is fact plus my personal opinion. Muslim porn is the most sexist porn that i have ever watched , i don’t say other porn free from sexism but this is number one most sexist sex on my scale. Everytime you open hijab porn 99,99% you will find men nude, women in hijab with complete clothes or at least semi naked , blowjob close up, men cum, END ! and in hijab porn they 99,99% never do cunnilingus-which is my favourite. So this is HIGHHHHHHH double standard you know. The hijab women see and taste men’s vital part until ‘blow out’ and then see and taste again-if you know what i mean. In reverse situation muslim men do nothing only see little sexiness of hijab women, little touch to her to make HIM horny (you see the more women hidden their body make men more horny when it come to show it so hijab is good for making men more horny). For me personally men’s more objectified in this kind of porn because hijabi often & more ‘plays’ with penis than viceversa in sex but the worse is their society claim only women that are always objectified by men. Yeahh so in Muslim mind a men sees women in bikini is degrading women but their women always see and taste ‘bird’ in porn also the only one they did in sex, they never said.

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Hijab Logic Again!

Day after Day already past after Femen topless jihad , Now the popularity of this news started to reduce but something questioned me , Why the hijab women still cannot stop their protest against femen ? are they obsesive compulsive ? i still can find many new photo post of hijab women with piece of paper infront of them and it’s write about how hijab is important for them etc; on instragram, twitter,or Facebook. It’s funny to know actually Hijab women are the majority , Muslim are the one who rule some of society in this world and femen just a group , But That Muslimah act like they are the one who had been oppressed. no they are not

To be clear for me it’s okay if women choose to bare breast or covered i respect it BUT i don’t respect double standard ideologies so what i mean is it’s more equal if either both men and women can topless at public or both of them are forbid. Because i live in Muslim society from my experience the women have a strict dress coded but the men are Free , Muslim Men here are often shirtless , wearing shorts , even mentally ill men still accepted to walks the street completely naked because he is a men but if situation reverse a women not naked but just wear a sexy clothes, my Muslim society will respond it as sexual objectification to women, degrading women, that women is a whores ,men are pig and so on. So this is double standard! if Hijabi feel it is degrading for women to use sexy clothes why it is not degrading men too even IF THE MEN ARE ALREADY NAKED ON STREETS ?! . I think it’s a JOKE if Muslim say their religion thread equality.

I also want to protest a comment from hijab women who wrote this “if women can naked , why women can’t covered too” from unknown hijab women and get many applause from other Muslim, This is dump , Hei you must know actually the real situation is INVERSED – In MOST SOCIETY WOMEN ARE MORE COVERED THAN A MEN AND A NAKED WOMEN IS USSUALLY MORE TABOO IN MOST PLACE ! so this muslimah still think she are the one who been oppresed, WTF!

Also if hijab want to covered , why only women species ? like i have described above paragraph in Muslim society women have strict dress coded but men are very free. For me personally what Hijab women did is just defend their privillege , Defending hijab women means your society will be brainwashed to intolerance when men see women bodies even just a hair but it’s accepted if hijab women see mentally ill men naked on street. This is true because i live in Muslim society and i have seen many double standard respond like this. What make it more worse is for hijab women, they like to compared a women in bikini is same to naked men , so in their logic if women expose unvital part men must exposed their vital parts so that it become equal, WTF !!

Actually i’m tired to make article about hijab but what hijab women has act pissed me off that’s why i wrote this.
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The Hijab Perception

I have read on twitter, FB, Instragram, and other media where the Muslim feminist and Muslim women don’t agree with femen protest . Okay it’s their choice no one can force it, but no matter how many tweet of muslimahpride you retweet. Hijab is still a symbol of sexism. not because woman choose to covered, not because i want that woman not to wearing hijab but the double standard, brainwashed, and the double standard perception and respond. make more unequality on this earth. Ok this is my point:
First women covered very strictly on the public, they covered about 90% of their bodies this include thigh, arm, hair, even face then like it’s not enough they use double or triple of layer , EveryDay! which i found very unatural and unneccessary. On the reverse situation the men are free what to wear just like the western men. You can see Muslim men can use western clothes if they want. not only that Muslim men can bare chest at public and in swimming pool they are free to use underwear . this double standard is already sexism but it become worse as this Muslim accept it as word of Allah, truth and equality.

Then Muslim live with this false equality and make a double standard perception and double standard law . at this point it have a sexism toward men and woman. Woman that choose not to wear hijab or if they wear sexy clothes will be labelled slut even if we say it’s freedom and it’s still okay that society will always see that as slut. Maybe many Muslim woman love that bodybag but some of that woman that choose to be free from hijab have no rights to do that. Then this about girl like Amina who decided to be free by topless if Muslim society don’t like it , its their choice but if they think have rights to stoned Amina or give other punishment just because you don’t like it so Muslim you have denied freedom of speech, shut the mouth who questioned Islam and i will call u a PSYCHO.

And now how it’s become sexism towards men, in this society it’s very forbidden to see women bodies but if we reverse the situations Hijab women are very free to see men bodies even this hijab women can see men using only underwear at beach or swimming pool Oh now i know the real reason why this woman pro-hijab . Also If Men dare to see women bodies it’s immoral, and objectification to women ,Muslim world will loose their shit and count it as sexual harrasment but if we reverse the situation hijab women see men using only underwear at public like in swimming pool it’s fine , Oh women in hijab are always innocent. That’s their perception. Do you think it’s equal if men are forbid also immoral to see women bodies whereas this hijab women free to see men bodies and always labelled as innocent just because they use hijab ?

Then brainwashed, Muslim men will always think they are gentlemen by forcing women to covered and always labelled women who want to be free as slut, on the other hand pro Hijab or Burqa women think they body are very precious now they become selfish , for them not wearing hijab is equal to naked . so for Hijab women everything men do will automatically offensive for them.

I always see on tweet how this hijab women said about dignity , naked is degrading for women , they are not cheap so men are forbid to see their bodies ,if men want it’s immoral , men use them as masturbate object , they afraid to be raped if their don’t use hijab and so on . Do you realize this kind of claims show Muslimah’s arrogant ? It’s also hurt me as men, they think men can raped them just because they not wearing hijab, men are pig if want to see women beauty but they are innocent if they want to see men bodies . okay I want to ask this hijab women how if men also think the same ? men said “we have dignity too we don’t want naked it’s degrading us “ so they covered and that kind of men get easily offended if women do something and this men feel proud about this, how do you feel if this happen to you Hijab women huh?

Actually your society is sexist and still be sexist unless both of men and women are covered or both of them are not. Once again i can’t control what that women want to wear but respect and hear other people ‘s opinion and don’t forced your wish to everyone that reject Islam law. We all have different opinion . We have freedom of speech. Nudity is okey and natural as long as it is done by both gender .

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